Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:09 PM

Today our hamster died. Why? Because the dumb father had to bite him till he bled and by the time we were back from school it was too late. Lifted him out with a plastic sheet because love didn't dare to, and put him in a separate container. Still breathing, but too afraid to move. Teared when I saw him so afraid and his skin showing due to the bites here and there... Then just awhile ago, Love said he just stopped breathing and there he goes. Poor sweet tiny little thing and my heart goes out to you for being so brave little one ♥

School as usual, wasn't as late as I usually am in the morning. Lessons lessons and more lessons and Love finally owned up that he was number 6 and was supposed to have presented his speech lol. He received good comments after all even though he was nagging at my ear the whole day about how nervous it was and whether it was substancial haha you happy now Love? :) I need to drop by Popular with loads of $$ and get plenty of files to file all the messy papers in my room. I finally packed my table today and roar it feels so neat but I'm still too lazy to do my work. DnT tomorrow, gonna get owned lol.

Little hammie we always love you, you were great and brave. Now you've gone to a better place (hammie heaven) and there's nothing to be fearful of anymore ♥

Monday, March 29, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:42 PM

Watched 'When In Rome' a few days back and watched 'Remember Me' with mum just yesterday! I think 'Remember Me' was nicer though it was really meaningful and roar that girl got to kiss Robert Pattinson lol he died in the end because of the 911 attack super sad :( But I think the show rocked it was great I want to bring Love to watch it! Hmmm but he says when he gets his dvd thingy we can watch it but that'll be way too long its like 9th April I can't wait! Oh well, I just have to wait...

Yesterday:
Shopping with mum and grandma yesterday around town. Mum and I both bought a pair of flats each from Mitju :) Yay love it! Had a nice lunch @ the food court in 313 Somerset. After that had coffee at jones in Mandarin Hotel then grandma went back and mum and I went to Cineleisure for our movie. So saaaaaad okay it really rocks can't stop thinking about how great it was to watch hahaha :) Home after that and did English speech powerpoint :)

Today:
Dragged myself out of bed at 6am and got ready for school as usual I was late and Love had to wait but that sweet ass said he doesn't mind (even though I know he definitely does lol). Walked to school and did my speech during the first period which was English. Luckily everything went okay... Love will be doing his tomorrow! :)

Physics - Mr Zainal was absent so went to the library. Pe after that did some sprinting stuff and recess afterwards. A maths, didn't do my homework as usual but I wasn't the only one... Stayed in class during the second recess and had literature test 2 poems I think I screwed up because there was hardly anything to elaborate on in the poem and it was also kinda boring because we already did both poems before. X country played dog n bone because it was raining again super slack I like :) Bused home after that!

Hope Love will get his Iphone casing soon he's so in love with it I'm jealous haha ♥

Edit
I kind of wish we could get along better. Do you know I love you? Do you know I always tell my friends about how cool you are and how you're nothing like a dad but instead you're super young etc and its great because no one else has a dad like you. I like your tattoos and I think you look cool, you smoke etc but I'm worried about your health too. When I was watching 'Remember Me' the other day, there was a small but significant part of the show that really reminded me of you and I felt like asking you the same questions. I know you're still young and hip, you go clubbing etc but have you ever faced the fact that you actually have a 16 year old daughter?

Can you remember how close we were when I was young? Maybe then you were thrilled to have a kid at your age and that no one objected to it. Are you sick of me now? It feels like you are. You can't stop being grumpy, you hardly even talk to me unless you're happy about your work just like that day when you just got your MX5. I want you to play a part in my life not just watch me grow up thats not enough why don't you seem to care about anything? Do you know that I'm like you? I get grumpy and moody just like you too and I practically have all your genes. Sometimes I feel like a tenant I am always in my room and no one really bothers me @ home it doesn't feel anything like a family maybe thats why I just love going over to mama's house because I have jiejie around and all and it actually feels so heartwarming it actually feels like home.

I call you daddy but do you realise I actually exist I actually have feelings I actually am a growing kid? I'm 16 years old already. I'm mature enough to see where this relationship is going and I'm trying to tell you that its becoming nothing. I might hate you sometimes for not treating me like your daughter etc but you know and Love knows that I actually love you like hell deep inside. I really wonder if its worth actually loving you etc because sometimes I think you treat me like shit and you don't give a damn about my whole life and sometimes I just can't be bothered because I'm so used to being on my own I feel like I don't even have parents cause both of you are hardly ever at home.

Just because you're young it doesn't mean you can club and come home at 4 or 5 am. You wanted to give birth to me and you made this choice so you should be prepared to actually take care of a child because since I was born I was never your responsibility and ask yourself, how many years have you actually looked after me for? Maybe you should have thought about all these before deciding to actually give birth at that age but I guess you didn't.

I am proud of you. The fucked up question is: Are you proud of me?
An even more fucked up question is: DO YOU ACTUALLY REALISE THAT I EXIST?

Saturday, March 27, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:04 PM

Roar I hate Zainal my legs are still aching wtfffffffffff and I couldn't run for x country yesterday!

Met Love early today, had yummy prawn mee for breakfast then watched 'When In Rome' at Shaw Towers @ Bugis. The cinema only had us!!! Hahahahaha abit scary though we were imagining zombies and all hahaha super wild imagination. Show was quite funny but I still liked 'The Proposal' better! In the meantime shall wait for 'Clash Of The Titans' to be out :)

Went to Love's house after that, played wolf team and won :) :) :) Had chicken rice for lunch then went to tuition. Realised that I've forgotten alot for e maths better buck up before its too late :( Still struggling with a maths which sucks ttm I swear -.- Extra tuition on Good Friday but not compulsoryyyyy still I'm going with Love :) Yay no a maths on friday next week 3 periods suck! \m/ Hmmmm I shall go back to Iluma soon to see if my truck game @ the arcade is fixed he he he. Its fun! :)

Love's house again after tuition to wait for his cousin to come over to pick up the hamsters. Played wolfteam again while waiting for him and when he came, Love picked out 2 hamsters for him. So sad to see them all go but no choice :( The baby hamsters are so cute they keep licking my fingers so tickly and nice! Yay love them much :)

Tuition tomorrow and guess what, PARENTS AREN'T FETCHING ME THERE (sucks).

Friday, March 26, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:31 PM

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

Cabbed to Love's house in the morning today, then slept :) Washed my hair then we bused to school. Had chemistry lesson in the lab did practical today and some people got injured. Luckily when my solution boiled and splashed out it missed me! English after that, have to prepare speech for Monday so scary omg... Recess! Horrible. Tongue hurts like wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffff with every bite :( Chinese did newspaper article reflection writing or whatever you call it then halfway through went to pick up cheque from dad who dropped by schoooool. E and a maths, finished earlier today at 2.15pm then got changed and had x country. Didn't do much because my muscles were aching so just sat and watched them play dog n bone :) Hahaha super funny~

Wanted to go watch 'When In Rome' after that but there was no suitable movie timing and we were both tired from school so went to Love's house instead. Watched tv, had dinner and played wolfteam and won!!! :) :) :) I was the king yay I rock \m/ I took a pic shall upload next time! Love's cousin is coming over to get the hamsters tomorrow (1 boy 1 girl) awwww so sad but no choice we have too many! Still left with about 7 including the new born ones which will not be given away yet because they're too cute he he!

Breakfast with Love and hopefully 'When In Rome' tomorrow before heading to tuition :)

Love: Hi baby happy 22 months which is also 1 year 10 months! Time passes so quickly when I'm with you and I love you soooo much ♥ ♥ ♥ Thanks for the cute dp on your Iphone and you better do the things you stated there okay!!! :) I've not much to say, everything I feel about you I've already told you in the past 1 year +++! I love you baby muackkkkks much lovez ♥

Thursday, March 25, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:58 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:58 PM

A little racist but funny!! :)

Last blogged @ 9:06 PM

Woke up about 6:10 by loves palm slamming my cheeks. Morning has always been tired, school or no school :O. Lessons in school, overall, sleepy~

Right now baby is doing Geo homework and she just told me that she wrote "dinner" instead of "development". Haha, food was all that matters to that monster! There was once in tuition, before the lesson even started, "Do you all have food?". She got some biscuit. This post is a little suprise post i planned for ash. I dont want her to know this then when she check out this blog BAAM! new post by me :D BABY just asked what i was doing haha! and i told her "Basically nthg, talking to u and looking at hammies". And I was asked to blog for her , I replied "later im tired" -.-. I am posting right now just that i dont want you to know that i am dear... *she is sort of moody now cause she thinks that i dont want to blog for her*

Was super tired on my sofa with a satisfied belly and love was beside watching tv, my eyes were shutting every now and then. So i slept beside baby. Sleeping~Zzz~Sleeping then my maid woke me and told me ash is calling me, i was still in a blank, looking at the clock reading 9pm and i thought could a miracle just happened? Did love just left for home and did not wake me because of my too sleepy face? And yes that sweething did... i was told i recieved two kisses on both my lips and cheeks :D

That was the very moment when i heart flew...

Thank you baby... and i planned to blog before you even told me k? dont mooooooody.

Love u sweet.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:08 PM

Woke up early today to go to Love's house before school to sync songs into my Ipod, lessons as normal had lor mee today :) Sleepy through out the whole day. Nyp after school was super boring and had to walk alot -.-

Going to do dnt with Love as soon as he is done with his dinner :)

Love:
Hi I love you :) Sorry for the past few days, sorry for being temperamental. I love the way you laugh, smile, talk rubbish, tell lame jokes, tell funny jokes, pinch my cheeks, put your arms around me, lie on my shoulder, lie on my lap, hug me, kiss me on the cheek, kiss me on the lips. Most of all, I love you for you ♥

Monday, March 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:32 PM

Back to school.......

Holiday homework all due but undone will finish all by this thursday hopefully! Love's house after school today and finished up 2 ideas for DnT. No cca till Friday! Yay I've finished Chinese :)

Going to sleeeeep now, NYP tomorrow!

Sunday, March 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:29 PM

Sorry I've not been blogging for the past few days!

Friday:
Love's house, then to grandma's place. It was grandma's birthday ♥

Saturday:
Tuition, then to Love's house. After that grandma's place again! :) Oh and at 2.30am, Love called me to tell me: I love you. OMG SO SWEET RIGHT I KNOW YOU ALL JEALOUS :) :) :)

Today:
Collected lenses in the morning @ Bedok MRT then bused to Love's house busstop. Waited for him then bused to Bugis and walked to tuition. After tuition met his mum to get hamster cage and bought a toy for Rex :) Went to Love's house, slept then did DnT. About 5pm went to cut my hairrrr, now its thinner hopefully it'll be easier to dry! Then bused to Marina Square and had buffet dinner at Suki-Ya! It was yummmmmmy :) Zara after that, daddy bought me a The Jetsons cartoon t shirt! \m/ Came home, gave Rex his new toy. Guess what, its in pieces now -.-

I'm so nice, I'm going to buy Rex a new toy to replace this broken one next weekend!

Thursday, March 18, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:41 PM

Had lunch @ Seoul Garden today! Not a fan of meat though, so I ate mostly rice and fishballs etc and only a teeny bit of meat. Love and the others had a great time eating all the meat though haha. After lunch went to Iluma arcade. Was hoping to play my truck game but it was under maintenance so we decided to head over to Love's place instead.

Wolf team!!!!!! Then they went to play Xbox and I wolfteam-ed with Love :) Had funnnnnnn! Played carrom and Love won me by 4 points even though I got the red carrom in :( Dk aimed like super hard but in the end he got nothing hahaha. Left about 6.15, met Jayjay downstairs @ the busstop and waited for Yenzhi then bused to National Library! Reached, met Keqin and went to collect our ticketsssss. After that went to eat fish fillet @ Macs with Love before the play :) Chit chatted till about 7.45pm then went in for the play!

Hmmmm I think the play was quite interesting :) Characters acted very well! He he but tickets were kind of ex, luckily the school subsidised about half of it. After the show went to Macs again, ate fries and chatted then bought an ice cream and waited for bus 12. Love dropped off @ his house busstop and I took bus 12 all the way home! :)

Going to call Love now!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:38 PM

Today was a sleeeeepy day... Didn't go for a maths, heard from Grace that nearly half the class didn't attend too! Bused to Love's house and played wolf team!!! At about 10am, went to sleep all the way till 2.30pm. Had lunch and wolf teamed again!!! Super fun :) Although there was once we got trashed in wolf war but only once!

Did abit of algebra from the worksheet Miss Lee gave us and then had dinner at Love's place. Love's mum and maid had a huge argument so dinner so scary that everyone kept quiet... After dinner, wolf teamed AGAIN!!!!!!!! Won! Then changed and took bus 12 home :) So here I am now! Lunch @ Seoul Garden and TKAM play tomorrow. Will be out all the way from 12pm to 10pm! Yay. Sometimes I detest staying @ home. Its boring, lonely and quiet. Buuuuuut I have Rex! Rex rocks \m/

Did I mention I love Rex? :)

Last blogged @ 5:29 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:10 PM

Woke up early to go to school today. Slept in bus 10 from Tampines interchange allllll the way to school so shiok ^.^ Reached school early but some people came late (actually most of them were late) so a maths lesson ended late about 10.20am.

Love came to fetch me then we walked to my house together, I switched bags and we went back to school again for chemistry. Went through mole concept and I understand it better now!! Ms Kim was so irritated by the red ink that mysteriously got onto her beautiful white top and stained it haha so cute lor she. Ate green tea Kitkat in class and gave Ms Kim 2 and she said it was super nice :)

After chemistry went for lunch with Love and Wei Cheng opposite school. Had peanut porridge and oyster omelette then bought soybean with pearls then bused to Love's house. Took a nap and left about 4.30pm, made it home just before the peak hour started!!!! Lucky me he he he.

Yay Thurs going to eat and watch TKAM................ :) :) :)

Monday, March 15, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:44 PM

Woke up at 12.57pm today! I can write a whole long post about why I love holidays haha I wish O levels were over and now was the long November holidays so shiok omg I can sleep until so lateeeeee.

Bathed and Love agreed to pick me and bus over to his house together probably because of what happened yesterday :) Thanks Love for being there for me! Reached his house, played wolfteam, ate lunch, watched C.S.I then took a nap :) Left at about 5 plus and took MRT to grandma's house. Rested for awhile, then took a bus with grandma to Tampines Mall to have dinner. Had dinner then went to buy tomorrow's breakfast then took a bus home, bought ice cream from opposite then walked back! Managed to watch half of my 9pm show :)

A maths + chemistry tomorrow. No more beauty sleep till Thurs :(

To you: People like you never change. Having seen something like that once before, I'm not shocked to have come across it again. I cannot believe I actually live with people like you who have no pride AT ALL. I cannot believe you people are so low-down you can actually do such things through some ONLINE SITE. You people are disgusting!!!!!!! I finally realised why no one was angry the first time because IT WAS ALL PART OF YOUR STUPID PLAN. No matter how good I might treat you, please remember that I hate you. If you don't respect yourselves, why should I respect you?

Sunday, March 14, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:12 PM

Saturday, March 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:24 PM

Woke up early today supposedly to have breakfast with Love but ended up going over to his house. Rested for awhile then went to Suntec for lunch and IT showwww it was super crowded!! Collected brochures... As we were about to leave some people came and asked if they could take pictures of us for some lucky draw or something and also took a pic of us and gave it to us which explains the polaroid film above :)

After that went to meet a girl to pass her contact lenses that she ordered and had tuition till 5.30pm, then met mum and went to IT show again... Mum wanted to get her Blackberry and sign me up for a line but the queue was too long so she decided that she'd come back tomorrow as soon as the IT show opens. Yay hope I get a line!!! :D Got home and Love wanted me to 'renew' my blog so here it is he he :) Hopefully I keep this blog alive (I usually don't but its worth a try).

Soooo grateful that the holidays are finally here I can finally sleeeeeep as long as I want! :)